ignore this post if it doesnt concern u.. i'm jus ranting
hey... wat happened to the gal i loved? in every single way... a sis in Christ, a fren, a companion, in "that" sense also? how did u become so cold? wat have i done? u really enjoyed being with me, u said so urself, i brought happiness... u did too... and now wat do u bring? an extremely cold air of ignorance, of emptiness..of despair.. ya, imagine me saying that about u.... i'm shocked myself! i have loved u for a long time.. hoping that it would fade, that these feelings would go off cuz i never liked u in that sense.. and i din want it to ruin our frenship... seems like i din even need to let u know about it to become like this
if u duno, ur part of the ministry/love affair! ur confusing my thinking.. God has given me no direct answers, but u confuse the thots i have.. its annoying.. but becuz i regarded and loved u in many ways, i din mind... i thot it would pass, jus a small phase... my feelings still havent gone! i never told u, so y should it ruin our frenship? ur once chatty self, so vibrant, cheerful, so full of life.. its become so dead, so cold... long sentence replies have become one word replies... sometimes even no replies unless i ask a question that u cant ignore. is this wat our frenship has become? i've gone out with u so many times... had such great times with u, and u said that u really enjoyed being with me... so wat caused u to become this way?
so dull in replies, so arrogant and cold when i talk nicely, happily and cheerful in tones... is this all u've got to say? i talk so mcuh with GT zone members... really have a talk and stuff.. u? go another lane, jus look at me and a small glance... brilliant.... no long chats like last time? no updates on things? u cant even update me on ur life.. sure its ur life but i've grown accustomed to knwing more.. when u wanted to keep sth secret i never pursued the matter, but u told me things besides those. now u cant even tell me how's ur day... cant even tell me ur blog link when u make a new one.. u go nuts when i find out u have a hidden blog and avoid me for 3 weeks straight.... am i heart broken? i dunno.. my mind says i dun like u, but heart says i do... my mind says ur cold so y should i bother with u? but my heart says becuz i love u... ur my unrequited dream, and its salient wat u've become... all i ask is... why?
aye.. its been a week since i blogged.. was planning to blog earlier and all but kept chatting on msn too long and in the end din blog cuz it was late.. lol...meaning i've got a lot of things to blog about so its gonna be a long post..dun mind if u come into huge chunks of words... used to it rite? haha.. i'll try to cut it short tho... lazy to type long neway..lol... debbie, sorry for u =p so ya, here's events from last monday onwards.. enjoy =x
monday i went for the bbq.. lol... ite cluster's bbq. quite a nice time.. 1st i ended up at pasir ris, and followed directions from them.. i ended up in some forested area -.-.. lol... i eventually found the rite way after a few more talks.. zzz, i was alrady late when i joined them so the games had started halfway thru, compeition between 2 teams.. POE (my team), whcih meant people of excellence, and perfect7.. lol..basically the usual games cg plays on outings.. lol, nth special about the games.. after that we had water bomb fight! lol... din really say which team won, tho both teams got totally wet.. and i was damn accurate with my water bombs! headshot, backstab, leg shot, u name it, i throw it... LOL, yes! accurate in bball, and waterbombs! lol... after that we walked around, talk a bit and sat down while preparing the bbq... i sat down with michael, john and (i love his name.. jus a nice ring to it) biondi.. or was it byondi? i dunno.. lol, but his name jus sounds really nice.. haha... chatted about a lot of stuff.. personal life and all.. tons of info.. told them about my ministry/love affair.. uh, dun take that at face value.. lol, i dnno wat else to call it.. haha.. so dun bother, maybe i'll mention it some other time, lol... ppl kept bringing food for us and biondi kept refilling our drinks... lol, thanks! was too bz helping lives.. LOL =x...but really, it was a good talk.. i've never opened up so much to ppl i've only met for a few hrs.. haha..good time, good food.. after a while of moving tables and chatting with more guys, and heavily joking around, plus knowing more ppl, we went for a nitewalk.. lol... they were planning to go to a redhouse, some haunted place, but they stopped in the end. zzz, i still havent gone there, man... i've only been to a haunted place only once, in canada.. and that damn ghost experience wun be forgotten... never experienced nething here... YET
the nitewalk was quite alrite.. lol, wooden bridges and tracks in a forested area... very creepy, very kool! u gotta experience it to see how kool it is.. such a haunting feeling.. woots! nice place to scare ppl.. lol.. and alvin did prank a gal and make her cry -.-.. geez... nvm.. after that a bit more chatter and finishing of food b4 we went off.. lol... great time spent with the ite cluster yuppa! din describe much cuz i'm too lazy -.-.. still gotta type alot
next day spent it at home... tho i went out for the prayer meeting.. lol... good time spent.. could really feel the presence of God.. really a great time.. wed to fri i spent the time at adrians place.. the usual.. lol, play games and go frens houses... go eat,go leisure mall... lol... we did watch a movie during that time tho.. rob-b-hood.... damn hilarious... some scenes i laffed till my stomache hurt.. LOL.. so funny... haha, and touching too...lol...interesting time spent there. esp learning some "stuff"..... not gonna say here =x.... thurs was my driving test.. lol... rahman picked me up and another guy (who later became my fren, lol.. his name was nizzam)... and we signed the papers, got our numbers and stuff.. then after waiting a while we were called up to do our parking test 1st.. cuz the driving license test was divided into 2 parts... one is wat i simply refer to as parking (there's so much more... read on) and open road (speaks for itself).. so we got selected to do parking 1st and waited for our turn.. only 2 ppl would be driving at a time and coincidence, we were picked as the 2 when our turns had arrived... lol... i was freaked cuz i had seen many ppl fail... one small mistake and ur done, zzz...so here's the details of "parking" test... 1st there are 2 lanes.. identical, except u needa make a u turn and drive up a small cement hill ... lane b is harder cuz u have very little room to maneuver and turn...so me and nizzam kept hoping to get lane a.. lol.. and in the end i got b -.-.... so neway, after u drive up the hill... u gotta stop when ur front tyres are in the yellow paint.. then u handbreak and put up ur hand... this was freaky cuz if ur tyres din make it inside they'd take notice and drop some marks.. then after that u gotta accelerate, release clutch and put down the handbreak.. then drive forward.. simple? not as easy on a hill... several ppl i saw while waiting for my turn went backwards a bit b4 heading forwrd, which meant a straight FAIL.. zzz.. i nearly failed... when i released my handbrake and clutch, i din press accel hard enuff so i was about to go back (and fail) so i quickly stomped on the accel! i went forward and so did nizzam... we both passed.. *whew*.... after that was parallel parking.. u use metal poles to guide u but if ur car touches them u fail... i had no prob, neither did nizzam.. after that 3 point turn...the easiest task... after that drive back to the starting point and ur done.. lol... after that we took a few mins break and our papers back (fully checked =D) b4 we headed to take open road.... 1st u must do the main 5 items b4 starting a car.. adjust ur seat, adjust the 3 mirrors, seat belt, start engine and check the wipers, signals and lights... mess that up and u fail b4 even starting the car -.-... no prob for me.. lol, my instructor was the only female jpj (the driving skool hq of all of jb) instructor so i din get ne bad stares...jus quiet nods and stuff.. i drove well, tho i was a little nervous cuz there was a traffic jam on the highway, and dealing with jams on manual cars is quite hard.. thank God i made it well and thru... after that i drove back to the skool and was given a nod.. assuming i passed... woots! i went to find nizzam and found out he failed -.-... turns out he tried to beat the lights.. by driving across a major intersection when it was yellow light and he was behind the white line... -.-!!! wasted... thats only allowed when ur passed the white line.. he was pulled over almost immedaitely by his instructor and the instructor drove him back, failing him straight... lol... sad... kept consoling him cuz his family's not that rich and he's jus failed a test that costs money, he was quite upset.. he kept speaking to me in chinese (the guy's pro in chinese... chinese speaking malay! nice! lol...) very fluently all day but after this he kinda lsot his fluent speech and jus kept repeating the same stuff of failing again -.-.. kinda sad for him... i mean i've never consoled a person who became my fren on tht same day.. lol... rahman treated me lunch b4 driving us and another gal back.... evo's, lorries, kancils and vans and minivans.. LMAO
fri was cg meeting... haha, finally back at sylvia's place.. much nearer for going back to jb =x... plus its a condo! lol.. no offence jon, but condo sounds classier than hdb block... haha, but it doesnt matter! as long as we worship God i'm content =D.... great time of cg.. lol, the 1st praise song most of us din know the lyrics, so very awkward, cuz we praised and worshipped standing, cant see the songsheet.. after that it was much better tho.. very nice, haha.. msg was about the vision of the church.. like an add on to it..very motivational...after that we had ice cream! lol... jus ate it with bread..nth speciall...after that tho sylvia had asked me to help out with photoshop on her com.. so i did the stuff.. lol... her lousy com took a lot of time so everyone else went off 1st... both of us in her room, me using her lappy, she was using mine -.-...can't believe all the stuff we did -.-.. damn funny.. lol... too lazy to describe in detail, and i cant neway =x, and damn pamela anderson -.-, ehh.. if u guys dun get that, nvm... lol, all inside jokes between me and her... in the end lost track of time and left her place at 1145... quickly rushed off.. lol, din realize that time had passed so fast...lol
next day i woke up at 7 to play bball with nich and weiyu.. been a while since we've all met up, lol..and since i was hot on fire in bball, i wanted to see if that was jus a one day thing or really i've gotten back my skill without playing for ages.. and guess wat? my skills are still there! yuppa! dun need to worry much, lol... i still have my skills back... tho i wanna improve on them.. lol, played abc, which i won very easily.. then played matches with some strangers...2 gals and a guy... easy rite? no -.-... one pretty gal kept covering me and distracting me.. zzz! y couldnt she cover weiyu or nich! damn....i did burn her, but i felt bad (for some weird reason) and when she covered me it was real covering.. like guy covering guy... and here's a very pretty gal covering me... nuisance -.-, made me distracted very often.. so i passed often..and my teammates... they ddi well... for a very short while -.-, after that they started missing, messing up, and when i joked or sth, they got distracted -.-.. zzz, in the end we lost 11-10, craps... my fault too, cuz i missed the game winning shot, zzz...after that a rematch... this time they din do much at all -.-, so i had to do most of the shooting and stuff.. the other team won 11-9.... the pretty gal scoring the last shot cuz she was open.. lol... covering me in both games.... prety but it ruined my skills! damn....
after that went to nich's place to play tekken and dota.. lol, in tekken i had 17 wins... nich had 1... my julia's in cwp machines ok!! number 12! was number 6 8 mths ago... lol, after that me and nich played dota against weiyu, we won =D... i used juggernaut and did well... hehe, top kills.. after that went to church... good time there.. lol... was late for discipleship, but met karen b4 i went there... haha.. dunno wat ladder book she was reading..checked it out b4 joining in the discipleship quite late... after that was svc... about God and money.. nice sermon... a few more lessons learned on the issues of giving too... lol, after that we had planned to go to vivo city for fellowship, but svc had dragged alot and we din go... lol, so we jus hung out at expo and played polar bear.. LOL... great time playing it again.. haha, i was one of the polar bears... din get killed and no one suspected it was me =D....nice.. haha.. talked with a lot of ppl and e168 members.. lol.. been a while, and i saw vanessa again! its been a yr already...zzz....nvm, went back on the mrt with gary and group.. lol, checking out his thousand dollar plus plus plus camera and $800 flash... insane! lol.. but nice, haha
next day was peayer meeting at expo... pst albert jebanayagam (gotta love saying that name) was there.. preaching also, mainl about giving also... tho much more on that, but giving principles were elaborated much more.. lol, he's still a funny guy, tho less humour than last time... i dun mind, lol...after that prayed for a number of stuff b4 we went off for out bball and soccer.. good time spent.. i won baolong, juswin and weiliang in 1v1... which means i've defeated every bball player in the cg in 1 on 1...hehe.. nice! after that we played group matches....bad tiff with james but its over now so ya.. nvm, an accident ya? went home after that.. next day was skool after our long 5 week break!
1st day of skool... came 10 mins early... cuz I (YES ME) drove.. lol... 1st day of skool thing, lol... nth much, jus asked how the ppl were doing and catching up.. lol... after skool i went to cwp to walk around and guess who i saw? gopi and sharon... lol... been so long since i last saw them... gopi slimmed down a bit! (and yes i really mean a BIT) plus his hair is like... curly and wavy.. geeez! was so shocked when i saw him... lol, haha.. he looks so diff with his hair... bloody stunned... haha.. neway they asked me to hang out with them since i was waiting for weiyu and nich to come over.. went to banquet and chatted.. i gave a lot of stories.. and they praised me for my storytelling. LOL, damn... never knew i could speak so well... hha, self taught alrite! skool din help at all.. haha... they said i was very entertaining and told the stories well, lol... plus suspense and all that.. ok, i'll stop praising myself =x... but go askthem urself =p....after that weiyu came up and nich soon after.. said byes to gopi and sharon and we went to the arcade... met kianhong there, haha.. raced with him... i lost in daytona cuz i was so used to real driving already... initial d and daytona are so fake.. zzz, hard time getting used to it again... after that we went off and celebrated weiyu's bday in swensen's... lol...after a while of deciding wat to eat, we kept treating weiyu with the bday boy respect, lol, like "u eat this 1st, bday boy must take the 1st bite, bday boy must eat or else he treats" and all that stuff.. LOL... fun time man.. haha after that chatted and walked around a while b4 going off.. lol.., on tues i was so bored that i actually asked ppl to go out.. yes, me ask ppl go out! i'm always being asked out so u can see how bored i was.. damn... no one free.. lol, so wat did i do? go to tp.... yes, temasek poly... i'm in dover ite..insane? well...wat do u expect from a PsYkO? took 196 with yeejian then took a 15 to tp... around 1-2 hrs journey... forgot, chatting and sleeping most of the time.. lol, i was shocked at where bus 196 went.. so many familiar places.. never knew a bus going to so many interesting places was in front of my skool -.-.... met nich and we went inside his class to watch movies.. cuz the teacher wasnt in.. lol.. they were all wondering who i was.. haha....nvm... after that he toured me around.. dammit... tp looks so nice! the environment and area... damn beautiful... zzz, so nice.. and it was the poly with rp that was accepting appeals.. i din try tp cuz it was too far, lol... but well, getting into a poly would be worth it.. i'm going dover every weekday neway... also far.. zzz, regretted, but nvm, my class and frenships here make up for it =D.... the tour was great... hha, no details cuz i'm too lazy...go check it out urself... seriously nice... took a 168 back to woodlands and went home... lol... wed also boring.. nth to note.. except binaries, hexadecimals, input ad output and everything else i'm learning in skool..today boring day also... lessons 1-5 -.-.... wat a waste... been driving to checkpoint and back home everyday.. so thats wat i did... haha, after chatting with yangsheng about a lot of stuff after skool.. lol, then picked up xinni.. my drving is still good =p... jus other drivers make things freaky -.-.... bad drivers.. zzz
ok... i dragged ona lot, cuz i'm very tired... jus wanted to record the days events.. lol... nitez all! GT zone meeting tml!, eh, i mean today!
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Monday, October 9, 2006
- About 100 people choke to death on Howe each year.
- It is bad luck to light three cigarettes with the same Howe.
- Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by Howe!
- If you don't get out of bed on the same side you got in, you will have Howe for the rest of the day.
- The Eskimos have over fifty words for Howe.
- Howe is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.
- Howe can remain conscious for fifteen to twenty seconds after being decapitated!
- Ostriches stick their heads in Howe not to hide but to look for water.
- A thimbleful of Howe would weigh over 100 million tons.
- The horns of Howe are made entirely from hair.
surprisingly i got these results.. all jokes and stuff but its quite funny. lol, some parts i can rmb wat ppl say -.-... like ppl say i kill -.-, so i guess choking would add up, ppl say bad luck to hang around me cuz lightning always strikes near me, the animals and fruit stuff is funny tho, lol...and i'm honoured to have 50 words after me =x..tho back on the real side ppl say i'm undead and morbid, so that adds up for the living without my head, and the horns on my head? ppl would say my spikes -.-... lol... craps stuff... haha... blog about my bbq tml.. very very tired today.. still aching from the 9 hrs of bball ystday... my legs are so tense.. jus walking up the stairs causes my leg muscles to bulge and hurt -.-... too stiff i think...zzz, nitez all
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Sunday, October 8, 2006
geez... blogspot did sth weird.. i was editing my html and adding new links (ya i got plenty.. but i'm do add in a few every once in a while when i find my frens... lol)... so when i clicked save changes it gave me an error page -.-...i clicked back and half of the html was gone.... zzz... that really ruined my mood and i tried clicking undo, going back and back again, plus signing in and out but half the html was still gone! so if i blogged it would republish my blog and half of my html wouldn appear on the blog only -.-.... so i jus realized that the source of my blog had the missing html i needed to replace it and make it back to normal... so ya.. i did that jus now and i'm blogging now.. with no worries of half gone html's -.-
so ya...thurs i went to kohwee's house to play dota.. lol, i brought my laptop along and we played using his wireless.. so nice... plus ate there, drank there and stuff... everyone cancelled lan so we jus hung out in his house for me to retrain my dota since i din play in nearly a yr... nth much.. went home... pissed off by my dad, dun wanna talk about it
fri there was no cg, so i could finally make plans with the magic gang! well.. since they play dota now i guess dota gang would sound more rite =/... bt guess wat? when i'm free everyone's not free nemore! or doesnt wanna come! geez! nuisance.. 5 weeks of holidays... they cant even ask me out on a weekday, they jus gotta make it on fri when i normally have cgs -.-... nvm... pretty much the same thing as ystday... except we ordered kfc from the internet.. lol... we ordered a couples' meal but we are not a couple! he's got a gf and i like a gal -.-.. no buddy meal and i guess the couple meal is the replacement or sth so ya... my dota has improved again.. tho there's so much changes from when i stopped playing.. ah well, went home pissed off again... u should know who
sat was svc... well, b4 that my driving instructor wanted me to practice the routes for the driving test... so i had to reach there at 8 in the morn.. bloody tired, and it made me struggle with almost falling asleep in svc later -.-.. more on that later... ya i did the routes well.. jus that he complained i like to drive too fast -.-... aye, maybe the influence from initial d and daytona? i like fast cars and driving fast neway... not like i'm endangering neone (maybe him..LOL), since he slept in the car while i drove last time.. confident i can pass.. so ya.. after that i went home, changed into more fitting clothes and went off to sg... my mom drove us since she was going for a job interview at expo... nice... since svc is at expo. and i needed to go ther early cuz of discipleship... which was given by james.
svc was great tho... after the discipleship we went off to hall 8... in there was talking to benjamin since he was the usher in charge of the row that led to my cg's seats...waved hi to a lot alot of ppl... most of GT subzone comes to delta area.. lol, nice... karen gave a smile that reminded me she still knew -.-, sylvia also came up.. i din see ur mole =p uh rite... so ya svc was about our vision... the church vision, wat we're doing, wat we need and stuff... quite nice.. and since arise and build is coming up in 4 weeks time they announced the amount that we would arise and raise up: 17 million dollars. ambitious? i dunno.. last yr the church needed 15.5 million and our church sacrificed so much... they raised 17.5 million plus.. unveven amounts but equal sacrifice.. amen? really believe that God can grant us a stadium in the rite place to penetrate the marketplace
after that chatted a bit b4 we went to bible study.... ft2 lesson 9.. yikes!! the lesson lasted almost 3 hrs! geez! it started at 8... ended around 1045+... yikes... he told us that it would last till around almost 10.. ya well it was a very long lesson and the chapter had a lot of pages, about the end times... it helped ans quite a few questions i had about the end times... plus another book i've read too.... i'm knowing more and more... nice. anyway.. i almost fell asleep cuz i was so tired from b4... the driving and all... but 1/4 thru i jus snapped awake and wasnt tired again after that.... kool, i din mind.. the lesson was a very interesting and rich lesson... good thing i din miss it.. haha.. ya.. by the time i exited the bs room most of expo was empty except for my bs-mates.. lol.. none i knew... but ya, my cg had all gone off too... hmm.. went back and used the net b4 sleeping.. jus kept looking at "her" blog all nite =x
so this morn i woke up at 8... my mom dragged on and on till i left the house at 9 -.-... i was supposed to leave at 830... cuz they told us to meet at 930 for cg.... so early -.-... nvm, i din mind... its been a while since i had early morn cg meetings... lol... ya so i reached bishan at 10 to 10 and after drinking some canned coffee, we went off... cg was good... lol, 1st we played games.. polar bear... me, cedric and gordon were the polar bears.. supposed to kill the villagers... they would try to guess who was the polar bear and make verdicts... like "he's wearing white so i think he's the polar bear" and all that... outrageous, funny and crazy kinds.. lol... in the end the polar bears won! with my death tho -.-...eleanore pointed me out, then xinmei, and cedric killed his own species, geez...lol
after that we played bball at ang mo kio after eating... there were 2 courts... a sth sth community centre and another court, which i dunno wat to call it (forgot the blk number.... lol)... we played there 1st... me, ced and ced... lol, james, bao long, xinmei, eleanore, bro ck and jon...eh... did i forget neone? oh ya engjie =x... sorry... lol...ah well.. xinmei told me earlier that she got air balls quite often..so did eleanore.. so wat did i call them? the air ball gals..LOL... no offence =x.. haha... joking around of course... tho they id get a few air balls themselves... but baolong seemed to be the airball boy early in the games.. lol.. ya..played a lot of fun matches... mixing and matching teams... the team that i ended up with almost won every single match.. lol, i'd say the losses were less than 5... but after a while i got a leg cramp (baolong sprained his leg earlier... geez) so i took a break... then thats when baolong, xinmei and eleanore left.. so ya...less ppl... hmm... after i walked off the cramp we played more matches.. lol.. then i played 1v1 against cedric koh... (small ced)... haha... i won 4-5... i nearly lost... lol.. altho i'm surprised that except for a few matches, i havent played bball for half a yr.. zzz, my shooting was still thre! woots! but my defence has dropped completely... my elbow kept coing up to ced... dunno y, i tink reflex or sth... couldnt help it unless i really focused on not elbowing him whch is hard to do when ur trying to stop him from getting the ball in -.-... after that bro ck and jon and engjie left.. leaving me, james ced and ced... we played 1 on 1 matches with each other... since me and small ced were shorter, he called us cruiserweights -.-... while james and ced, being the tallest in the cg, were called heavyweights.. lol, i was the cruiserweight champ and big ced who won james later was the heavyweight champ -.-... so much wwe references.. lol... i faced off with big ced and won =p... then i faced off with james since i lost to him near the beginning of the year... 7-6 -.-.. i lost 5-4, argh! i faced off and won him 5-3 in a rematch... so i can proudly say I"VE BEATEN A NATIONAL TEAM GUY, in ur face! LOL... kidding.... lol, jus won him... no big deal.. ya. we played 2v2... me and big ced vs james and small ced.. james and small ced won the 1st match but after that we played around 6 more 2v2 matches.. and me and big ced won all of them, haha... messy but good teamwork...we went to the watever community centre and played bball there after a while... we were the next team against a team of 3 gals and 1 guy they kept insulting and scolding (pity him)... lol, vs the 4 of us... these gals are pro i tell ya! the same group who beat james small ced and chinyong 11-0 mid yr this yr.. i recognized them straight away... lol...except for the male.. neway we won...then 2nd round we won again.. lol.. after that we shuffled the ppl into 2 new teams...thru shooting in the bball... and guess wat? i joined the 3 gals team... -.-... 2 pretty gals but all 3 were nuts.. crazy kind of ppl..lol, all very good shooters too... kool, shooters team =p... we won the guys team 2 times till they wanted anotehr resuffle... lol.. me, james, and black and red (name of shirts)... the guy they scolded and white were with ced and ced... we won the 2 matches.. lol...during the match the guy elbowed me in the face... jus above my eye actually, geez.. lol... painful -.-... zzz.. after that they left... and so had most of the ppl playing in the cc.. so empty and quiet..we played the majority of the 2v2 matches i mentioned earlier now and me and big ced won them all except one.. lol... i had a leg cramp and kept walking it off... jump shoot and score then i stretched my leg to get rid of the leg cramp.. geez...so painful -.-... not bad eh? i got a leg cramp still can shoot and jump...(plus win all but 1 match =p)... lol,after a bit more shooting we washed ourselves with tap water and jus laid down to rest for around 15 mins at the cc bball court...playing 9 hrs of bball is insane and tiring after all... lol.. i thot it would end around 6+ but we all agreed to play till 9+... crazy.. lol... nice tho, feels good even tho i feel so dead tired..
went back home... so tired... slept in the car and kept jumping awake... i think the spasms came from the 9 hrs of bball today -.-... i did read that in readers digest... lol... ok.. i'm half asleep nw.. i was damn tired from the beginning of typing this.. lol, so dun mind if i dragged on or sth..zzz
there's an ite cluster bbq tml... i'm thinking of going.... but being so exhausted? see how... neway, nitez all
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1:17 PM
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Monday, October 2, 2006
zzz... damn mosquitos... i was playing o2jam jus now and a damn mosquito kept flying in my face... i kept blowing it so it settled on my neck! i din think mosquitoes bite necks... so i was playing and since i din have ne misses and my game was more impt than a blood sucking nuisance.. after that it bit my neck! ya... a sharp stabbing pain! geez! i toth mosquitoes used their saliva (or watever bugs have as a substitute) as a pain killer so we wun feel it? i never felt sharp stabbing pains while sleeping... so damn.. at this i really couldnt take it... i took my hands off the keyboard and grabbed the mosquito on my neck and ripped it outta my skin.... funny thing tho.. i could still feel sth on my neck... i realized i had ripped the body from the head! oh man.. it was still sucking my blood cuz the damn pain was still there! zzz... annoying... it took a while to rip the head off... since it was so small... then i realized that my arm had been bitten while doing this... wat the? mosquito team attack or sth? 4 bites on my left arm! geez! my neck is itching (brilliant, no pain killer effect but i get the itch effect), and my left arm is bloody itchy now.. zzz damn mosquitoes!! i'll make sure i kill everyone that disturbs me! fat hope, but i'm a little ticked... i missed 5 in a row in o2jam cuz of that.. zzz... then after eatin dinner i went to wash my hands.. i looked in the mirror and saw that while i ripped the head off, the "needle-mouth" was still stuck in my neck -.-... no wonder i still din feel rite... zzz, i picked it off and then took a look at my 4 bites... all gaping huge lumps... and extremely itchy... zzz, annoying -.-!! neway going back to jb in a while.. cya all
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