Where will you be my darling? Where will you be when the dark is rising?
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Okay... today, I got pissed off in the morning. Seriously.
Firstly, even though I left my home at the normal time, there was a terrible traffic jam, and I was half an hour late for school. The moment I went inside my class, it was quite silent 'cause everyone was studying for the exam, and out of the blue, Miki started blaming me for this weird "tension" in the room. WHOA! Okay, lemme backtrack a bit, 'cause I hate being wrongly accused. Here's a bit of background info first:
I received notes from Ms Fadzilah to print for the entire class. Since Elaine is the treasurer and she needs to pay for the copies, I passed it to her. Exploration week (aka holidays) begin. Exploration week ends. Monday (yesterday) Elaine passes me the notes and tells me to photocopy them. I bring it home, since everyone in class is gone already. I find out last minute that there's an exam on Tuesday (today). I don't even know what to study so I just look through everything we haven't studied yet. I come into class, and I'm blamed (being the class monitor) for not passing the notes to everyone, which might cause failure since the notes I didn't photocopy (and just received the previous day) have the majority of information on the exam.
Okay, seriously, what the hell? When I told some of the people around me I just got the notes yesterday, they were shocked. Then Miki had to go on blabbering (out loud, mind you) that it was my damn fault for not having the notes printed in time. I just kept it quiet, and accepted the blame. Then Fadzilah questioned me about it, and I started to get really annoyed. I mean come on! I get the notes only yesterday, when I had passed the notes to the treasurer to photocopy 2 weeks ago. She has the money, so naturally I'd pass it to her. I help to distribute it when its done. So why the hell am I being blamed when I wasn't even aware they weren't printed?
Even worse, when asked for the notes, I took them outta my bag and passed it. It made it look as though only I had the notes, and no one else did, which in turn made it seem like I was some selfish moron who didn't do his responsibility as the class monitor. Ooooh... brilliant. I'm not exactly trying to protect a reputation, but I don't like being freaking accused of something I didn't do. Not to mention my actions made it seem like Miki's "truth" was real. Okay then, I still kept quiet, and accepted the blame, even though it wasn't my damn fault.
Then Miki has the nerve to come over and say it was my fault to my face. Okay then, I decided to just say out the truth, loud enough for anyone who cared to listen. Then she said "Class monitor still takes the blame". Aye... okay then. I accept the blame for something I didn't do at all? When it wasn't my fault? FINE.
I'm not trying to pin the blame on anyone in particular, but I find it extremely curious that I get the notes a day before the exams, with no one else getting them, and the next day I'm blamed for not passing it around. Aye, FREAK. So if anyone in CD085-3 is even reading this, take note its not my freaking damn fault. Miki may have been hollering out it was my fault, even when she knew Elaine passed me the notes a day prior, and my actions may have made it look like I took the notes for myself and didn't photocopy them, but I can assure you thats not what happened.
Of course you can be the ignorant moron and blame me and believe Miki's "truth".
Better yet, since I'm doing such a sucky job of being a class monitor, why can't there be someone else nominated? Instead of having an asssistant monitor nominated, just get the person to take over my position completely alright? I didn't even ask for this position in the first place.
And since I'm in the process of ranting and stuff, I thought I'd get some stuff off my chest.
How come backsliders always seem to block you on MSN after they leave church? Eh, I suppose friendship takes a new meaning once you leave God? I didn't know that. I thought friends were still friends, who didn't needa block their own friends on MSN. You really think I'm going to bug you on MSN on why you left church, and so? Aye, you really have no idea what I'm like then. Firstly, MSN is no place for heart to heart chats, and secondly, I'm not that petty through an internet medium.
Another thing, there's a classmate I'm starting to get pissed off with. His actions, speech and overall "air" are exactly like a porn addict I had back in class IT1C back in ITE year 1. I really, really hope that's just his personality, but I can't shake off a feeling they're both porn addicts -.-.
Speaking of porn, I read somewhere that a certain blogger's ratings and views jumped like hell after he mentioned the word hentai. Lemme try that. Hentai hentai hentai, lots, the greatest hentai ever. Porn addict, you are (in a Yoda voice).
If you're a pervert actually reading through this entire post, I'm sorry to say you've been disappointed. Not to mention I've got your IP address, and know where you come from. Busted.
I'll leave you with something though, just for visiting my blog.
She's not a porn star, but Jennifer Love Hewitt is really cute!