Lamentations

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

on fri i went out with ryan to deliver the flyers, remaining and the new stack cedric gave us....after a doing it and a lot of chatting between us, full of laffter and stuff, we went back home after....then on sat was svc, the usual, except rev robb thompson preached that day...he used to be in a mental institue and look at him now, strong pastor....gave a msg about morals and character....then after we did the cheer for our upcoming sentosa outing, its mainly a small dance and singing item, but it isn't too bad...neway after practising we took the shuttle bus back....then on sunday it was the senotsa outing! i woke up early at 6 to get ready to meet up with ryan to help him take some stuff...we went to burger king and put down everything and then went to mac to buy a bit of food, i bought 2 burgers then after we went off ot harbourfront mrt...there we took a bus to sentosa and we paid and then took a bus to pawalam beach, there we got to know each other better and then played whacko....hm...i got hit a few times, tho i was never "caught" until the very end....ok then we started to explain the flags, e168 was a ghost on a surfboard....they said itwas the Holy Spirit crossing over and anointing the new generation (represented by funky trunks) and saving ppl....ours was a shield and our cg name and "warriors" and 2 slogans....in the shield was 4 words that are important and with them, representations of them...we gave good explanations and detailed ones....best one was when they asked y there was no representation or the word faith....answer? "can't u feel it??" nice huh? then we took some of those bags and filled them up with water since we were having a waterbomb fight later...neway then we had a game where we had to eat half a water melon (clarise kept calling it "watermeloon") and the 1st to finish would win...ok then it started to rain so we packed up and went to the shelter on the "southern most point of southeast asian mainland" ok watever...in there the water was dripping but it was less heavy....we played some games inside....like dee dee tiew and some others...fave one was the colour game....we would be given a colour and we would have to sing something that was related to that colour.....whoa, i helped out a lot in the game....and black was the funniest, cuz chinese and english words could be inside, so a "hey" in engliosh would be black in chinese....lol....like the saviour of my soul song...and the "hey hey hey hey" part....LOL....funny....after a break, everyone bought things while i was splashing water at various ppl.....but then a few pl went up to the highest part where the wind was GREAT!! it was so strong and it kept blowing water in, the cold water felt great and beside the ocean? made it even colder while the wind felt good....if i had my longer hair, it feel really cool.....oh well spiky hair has its benefits...i was soaked head on by the time i came down...it was 5 plus already so we took the bags and went to the monorail station....there was a 711 down there so i bought myself some instant noodles....the hot water there was pathetic....their hot water its more like warm water...perfect temperature for a shower....neway then we went back to harbourfront again....this time stopping at the food court...me, jon and kianhong sat at 1 table while the rest sat near us...our table was the most filled with food...lets see...3 plates of fries, a plate of roti john, a whole piece of paper previously filled with nasi lemak, a bowl of soup and another bowl with noodles...it looked as tho we had a huge meal....everyone was shocked lol....meanwhile me and kianhong were talking mainly about bball....then we made plans to go out the next day to play bball, cedric and ryan thot of coming...so then i took a 963 back to woodlands with charlotte, jessica, kaiyin, jiajia, ryan and cedric...i then took the 950 back home...when i reached home i called them....cedric would c 1st...kianhong was sleepy and he never knew who i was (oh brother) and ryan injured his leg already so he didn't think he should come...so then today i woke up and called cedric and he said he would come, kianhong also...so i told them 2pm at admiralty mrt....i got dressed and then went off....i went out with cedric and kianhong to play a bit of bball, we met up at 2pm at admiralty at almost the exact same time and then we went off to clean court...there i saw sheikh and hs fren....forgot his name, then another guy came in to play....we had 3-3 matches....my team won all, this gave me the chance to get back my skills after not playing so long and also let me see how well kianhong played, he's GOOD, and i mean very good! wat else can u expect from canberra sec's basketball team captain? whoa scary, accurate and he's an expert at lay ups....ok hehe, then after it started to rain so we took some shelter, drank a bit then the rain stopped...then we played again....my team won all except the last game, lost, me and shiekh's fren vs kianhong and cedric...tired out....then after we went to 888 to eat at kfc...after a savoury meal we went off to play again...we decided to check out zhenwu court but it was packed and some ppl were playing soccer there...oh brother so we went to 883, u know near chanilporn's house one....man i hated that court since i can never shoot properly there....oh brother....so didn't do too well there tho there were some shots that looked nice....we played some matches there and won all and not with a lot of my help in points, mainly i passed and stole...there was also the 1-1-1 match between us... i won kianhong and then later won cedric....kool...after that we took a drnk in a place then we went off to the court where i discovered miracle 6, forgot the blk no. neway there we met an ubcle and his son playing, they were uh not too good so while we kept shooting it while playing around they kept uh trying to learn from us....on the other side there were 5 ppl so we had a full court match, our side vs their side but cedric went on to the other side since they said we were too good already, so it was me, kianhong, uncle, his son (who we called boy) and one of their team we trded for cedric vs cedric, superstar (cuz he's very SHORT), blacky, sleeveless and specs...those are the nicks...neway we won with mainly me and kianhong getting points, good teamwork tho there were plenty of funny mistakes....but it ended 23-12..trashed....after a while we had another match...me, kian hong, specs, sleeveless and boy vs cedric, blacky, uncle, traded person and superstar....this one was close, me and kianhong were dead tired already so they caught up very fast....after we got 16 pts we jus couldn't get nemore points!!! nearing the end it was 16-16 and then shortly 18-18.....i took a shot, and it was 20-18....then after that we all tried the 3 pointer but none went in....then after i stole the ball after the other team nearly got a shot in, i ran as fast as i could and everyone was behind me, then i took a cheapskate 3 pointer since we were all so dead tired already...i jumped when i reached the 3 point line and hung in the air for a while as i neared closer, i took a shot when i started to drop and pure silent shot!! HAHA, game over! after we took a well deserved break...then we had another 1-1-1 match, i lost to kianhong...and cedric was commentating, kianhong was michael jordan, i was tim duncan and cedric was his usual allen iverson....so his commentating annoyed me a bit....but in the end i lost to kianhong 7-6, dammit it was close...neway then kianhong beat cedric with me commentating..., i used the "its like a tick on an elephant!" line...lol...nah i don't do that much but neway i still commentated decently....ater that a group of 3 pl were on the other court, then we faced off....1st match they won us 11-8....2nd match we trashed them 11-3... cuz this time there was a lot more passing and then after that we took a break again...then me and cedric faced off with 2 of their group (about 10+ ppl came over when we were playing 3-3)....we lost since kianhong had gotten cramps by then and mine were hurting so much i couldn't jump without it hurting like hell so wat point is bball when u can't jump? so i had to shoot weirdly without jumping, cedric was his usual active self and i couldn't run too much without getting the thumping feeling u always get b4 a cramp...so we lost...not too bad tho...well not as bad as we thot....11-7....great....neway kianhong paired up with another guy for the nxt round....they lost and but kianhong recovered his leg a little... then we walked back to admiralty mrt...cedric went off halfway and me and kianhong jus talked for a while until we reached the mrt, then we both went off separately..i took a 912 back to checkpoint....and then at m'sia i ate some laksa b4 calling my mom to go back....went home and talkd on msn... neway nitez...or morin...its almost 4am now

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Friday, November 26, 2004

ystday and day b4 went to adrian's house...slept over one nite....played deck and i read mostly, tho i played tibia at times....neway we watched SHUTTER, it was SCARY!!! and thats daying something, u all knwo i love black, darkness and evil and stuff, and this scared me! its about a guy who has ghostly experiences due to him hitting a spirit with a car and the truth unfolds after a while....very good story tho its freaky....all my frens who watched it were scared shit...some ppl who watched it in the cinemas even walked outta the theatre! tell u something my mom told me tho...when my great grandma on my dad's side died, my grandpa took pics during the funeral, he took pics of the building, the body, trees and such...when the photos were developed, the pics with the greatgrandma in it turned out --blank, scary huh? and all were in one film roll...i don't think the camera would screen out all the pics with jus one woman inside it...and with this my family concluded--my great grandma hated having her picture taken, even blocking it out in her death, hehe, tho its kinda freaky tho and the movie shutter also involves pictures as well...neway then 2day i went to s'pore early to send out the flyers and stuff...i completed about 1500/2000, very tiring and even worse since i haven't done it in a while, felt a bit unusual.....then after that i went to cedric's place, took a shower and chanegd then met ryan and we took a mrt and then bus to church...we came quite late tho ppl were still waiting in the line....neway we made and and after pnw, we had our seminar....very intersting msg, we found out a lot about the past of Christianity and the ppl that tried to change the meaning of the scriptures....such as this quote in the bible (changed to my english): if there is sin in one place, there will always be more grace in the same place....so doesn't that mean to sin more? then u can have more grace! no it doesnt....learn the msg....very good....then after that we quickly took the shuttle bus back to woodlands cwp, talked to ryan for most of the way...tml we're going to do more flyers, to do a bit more and for me, to finish off wat i have left.....then i took a 913 back since 950's last bus came 7 mins ago and guess who i met? eric and oevin, the 2 little guys we met back at 1am with peijing and paulina, rmb? read to find out the past..neway we talked a bit about stuff and the SIS thing, eric's dyed his hair and he's only 12, not bad huh? then i got their fone numbers, and emails, so hey! mite be meeting tml, but i've brought them for svc so hope they come!

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

ystday got a haircut as leisure mall....then talked to adrian about playing bball the next day....so today i went to s'pore, met adrian and guofang at guofangs place..played deck a bit b4 i went out to play a bit of bball, tommy and his bro were there....played a bit with them, then after that many smaller matches, i was on form in the morn but not in the afternoon....i played 1-1 with yithoong, lost 5-7....not bad, tho i was kinda worried when it was 3-0....at least i caught up....oh well, do beter next time....he's good, and ate lunch watever, then went back to guofang's place to play cards a bit, and went to check out the math od scorpio and mars....pathetic man.. trashed them twice but lost 2day, good grief...neway there was a fullcourt match at 178 between a group of ppl, too lazy to mention all, adrian, guofang, tommy, jason, yithoong, weijie and uh too lazy to type.. neway after that i played 1-1 with rishi, i won 5-7....man that was a serious height problem, he's 2 heads taller than me!! but i'm faster, so i could get the ball more times...adrian also faced him, he won 7-3, tho he said by luck since he was exhausted from the fullcourt match already, bought some water and me and adrian went back to m'sia, drove him back home while i got much needed sleep...and back at home chatting till late at nite, and NOT in a good mood cuz of that mother fuc*ing jeremy heng....i tell u, watch out bloody bas+ard, i'll make sure u cry next time i hurt u, i'll make sure u get more than a bruised arm, i'll make sure it hurts worse than when it bleeds.....u better tread carefully, or else i'll slip and really become the PsYkO i'm capable of becoming

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Sunday, November 21, 2004

You're dark your intelligent and mysterious
u r immortal. U keep dark secrets to urself. u live in ur own dark soul. U cannot seem to find urself even if u try to find ur outside body. u feel like walls are closing in all around u. it rains on ur faith and washes it away leaving, torture suffering and pain behind that u have to face but can not escape from. Immortals DO have a good side though. To the IMMORTALS its a good side. They fall in love with mortals of the world they once were in. The mortals fall into a trap the immortals create. The immortals are very romantic and easy to fall in love with. But eventually the mortals will give in to the romantic and loving side of our souls. Ur eye color is black. Because u r immortal and have no communication with the mortal world.

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ystday was cg at sis sher's place...met up with jiajia and jessica who later ditched me and my sis to wait for jace...fine so i waited and after a long time, finally she came, we went off and then went to the usual coffeeshop to wait for the others, talked a bit with another debbie and after ryan and grace came, went to sis sher's hse, had p.n.w and then sermon, after that some announcements....ryan couldn't stop giving some face whenever debbie was mentioned and i couldn't stop supressing a laff whenever he gave the face....cuz u know, the other debbie is pretty unique, u'll never find another person who likes bees, names herself after one, screams, shouts, hits u if u don't treat her, plays parapara with other crazy frens....ok enuff lol....good stuff u should know already, so to hell with that...neway then 2day svc, HUGE HUGE HUGE traffic jam, it was so bad that by almost an hr, only then could we decently walk out and to the the immigration office.....oh brother then met up with ryan, edwin and charlotte cuz they were waiting for us....took the last bus (which came very very late 2day) and then svc, about faith and great works and believing about getting things that u pray for and know will happen, very strong message, then ater that, discipleship about higher standards in cg, and also ate a bit, helped make a flag for the sentosa outing nxt week, gotta give an explanation of everything on the flag and we're quite good on that part, as for e168, they drew something they tried to make as a human 1st, but ended up as an alien, but then was eventually drawn as a ghost which they said was the Holy Spirit, on a surfboard, so they have a hard time to describe about the flag, it looks like the ghostbusters logo for ur info, excluding the red "no" sign over it, its holding a flag which they plan to draw the cross on it...ok we spent some fun time doing that while kiddingly insulting each others and members, then after that talked with andy, eldwen and willy while the rest of the mems went home early...then waited for the shuttle bus at church, after a while andy left and me, eldwen, willy and sis sher took a lift down, sis sher went off early, and we waited for the buses, sze hui and jace were waiting also with 2 ppl....inside the bus talked with zishen a bit, the one jace kept caling caveman korkor....lol, know him better now...waited for the 950 bus and then bought a bit at m'sian checkpoint, then got home and using the net till now....*sigh* couldn't enter the magic unhinged tournament cuz it was TODAY, they said ystday and some ppl said monday...oh brother, it was the same time as svc so....*sigh* my commitment to God is more important so i decided to skip it and go for svc instead, *sobs* i missed out on so many good prizes...oh well....nvm i guess at least i can check out he crazy cards some other times....or until another tournament comes....and hopefully its not on a day i'm bz....entrance fee was Rm40....not bad, save a lot, and prizes!! would be so great...but too bad...SOBZ

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Friday, November 19, 2004

you are a dark vampire who loves to kill

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You'd shoot them

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My outercourse activity is french kissing!

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I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT, HELL NO

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Darkness - You hide behind a mask and try to block out all emotion, you aren't very explorative and are generally a loner, you hate wasting time on stupid stuff, you have lots of energy..

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Dark Dragon are evil things, who swoop around, plucking unsespecting victims...

Your a Dark Dragon! Ok, yes, not very nice. You're
evil, spiteful, malicious, and just darn bad.
You like to see othrs in pain, or cause it. Im
sorry to say, but you scare me. Fly around
somewhere...err, far away.

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

You are DEATH!Oooo.... Scary...Well, not, you are just a dark, depressed person
who feels pained by society, and we love you
for that.

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You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of themost brutal murders recorded in history--yetyour case is still to this day unsolved. Youcame from out of the fog, killed violently andquickly and disappeared without a trace. Thenfor no apparent reason, you satisfy your bloodlust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminatingin the near destruction of your final victim,and then you vanish from the scene forever. Theperfect ingredients for the perennial thriller.You are quite the mysteriously demented?

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yst went to s'pore, to do my psprt, went to guofang's hse and adrian was there also....we were supposed to go early but the 2 *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot**toot**toot**toot**toot**toot* kept me back so late that by the time we arrived in the Canadian embassy, my parents couldn't come down to sign and stuff....wasted coming there, then i went to church but no bible study, so toally wasted day not to mention so much $$ wasted....GRRR

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

yestday in jon's place, i woke up to shut up the alarm annoying all of us...big mistake, since after that i expected to be awoken a few mins later...HA, instead i ended up being shaken up an hr and 1/2 later...we overslept....so i took a shower, changed into white clothes since all the bro's were supposed to wear white, wore jon's one since i didn't have ne.....then gelled my hair and ate a bit then we went off..took a bus to khatib mrt where i seriously enjoyed the long ride to kallgn mrt...went and met up with the rest of n265...took a bus to SIS then after a long wait and line up, went inside...the praise and worship was better and had more dancing than ystday....than songs also diff...neway the msg this time was more on our job and things we should do for God...then after that we prayed and then came the graduation...bro gabriel was part of the long line of ppl and we cheered when it was his turn...neway after that we all went out and the whole GT zone was out there crowding around him, we all congrats him and then gave himthe present, a new sony ericsson colour fone, with camera i think....then after that n265 went to the carnival beside it...not much to do so we sat down while they hapily took pics...i went down to "donate" all the coupons ppl gave to us....i kepy one booklet for myself and had a match with eldwen, on the gladiator thing, u know, ur both on cylindrical pillars on that inflatible matress? then u both have these dumbell look-a-likes and whack each other till u fall off? neway he won me....but that was cuz the equipment was in bad con...wait till they get decent ones then we'll see who wins....ok ok after that i talked with e168 for a while, and venus' fren who had a "great" time watching me sing those pathetic chinese poems, asked me to sing again...ya rite...don't count on it...unless i get something good outta it...then after that i met up back with n265 and we took a bus back to kallang mrt....then took a bus to woodlands...along the way i had much needed sleep and the rest were all making riddles and joking around...here's one riddle grace made up...its sometimes black, its sometimes white, u think its cold but when u get closer, its not....wat is it? the ans is ME....good grief, neway then at kranji, me, sylvia and sis took the 170 back to m'sia....then after arriving home, used the net till very late or early talking with gwean and another gal (forgot who, sorry)....then 2day, finally i get decent sleep....*sigh* at last....no one at home for the whole day and i watched resident evil 2: apocalypse, great movie...tho a bit short and the story isn't as good as i thot it was...tho the ending's not bad....neway kept using the net and playing warcrft the whole day....*yawnz*, bored

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

today i woke up early to go to cwp for frenship e....me and ryan didn't get neone as our area wasn't really full of potential ppl...not to mention we were the lsat ppl in the world to be considered Christians....after that we walked around for a while, checking out the arcades and ssuch while walking around other shops as well....then we went off with e168 to SIS (singapore indoor stadium) in their booked bus..inside we all talked and stuff.....but then i was forced to sing corny chinese poems again, but with frens i didn't know around me..i attracted a lot of atention and ppl begged me to "sing" for them in chinese....haha, don't count on it....when the sky falls down, the moon turns red and i finally get a pass in chinese, then i'll sing for them...other than that, fat chance..off we went while ryan was talking to debbie on the fone...she apparntly was brought by evangline....when we arrived we had a lot wait outside thr stadium since it rained and the carnival was closed...after a long wait outside we rushed down and got ourselves pretty good seats and ryan checked out debbie's area....guess who was there? fiona, debbie, evan, jingyi and yue rong.....ya and they dragged me there to say hi and sit beside her and stuff....ya rite...like i will so then we went back down and then waited for everyone to settle down....after we had praise and worship, a lot of pyrotechnics and dancers....then pst ulf ekman preached the word after prayer....mainly about calling us forward to do our things and stuf...after more praise and worship, the alter call and praying for all the cellgroup leaders. then we went off to the bus again with the 5 extra gals inside who kept shouting for me to sit with her and watever.....i kinda was shy and ignored them....talked to other members and stuff during the trip back....then me and ryan accompanied jingyi, debbie, fiona and evangline home while cedric accompanied yue rong home...jonathan accompanied sze hui home...since it'd be late me and zoe decided to stay in jon's place.....after our torturing attempt to bring them all back in whicn they got scared, screamed, slapped us and stuff me and ryan went back to marsiling mrt and i took a bus to cwp while he took an mrt home to talk to his mom who was complaining that gals can go home themselves and dont need him to be along....i had to speak chinese so good grief...neway then after meeting them up back in cwp, pei jing and paulina were there too...they were waiting for a ride and so were we....we talked to 2 little boys and invited them to come for tml's svc, theyt agreed but hope they keep their promise.....they said i looked like a gangster....oh brother, another group who thinks so....we talked and talked until about 1am then we decided to go off our separate ways to wait for the cars...took the car home then used the net for a while, u know, to type the blog....very important to type down everything b4 u forget about it....neway cya all tml for sun svc and bro gabriel's graduation!

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

during wed i went and met cedric at clementi to finish off the remaining flyers...oh oh brother, we worked side by side (in blks) so after we each finished our own blks we'd go on to another area to pass on more flyers....after we split up and i worked further south while he took the mid blks.....and after going thru so many TALL buildings i finally finished!!! i relaxed like hell on a bench waiting for cedric to come my area....he still had some left so me being the gd guy helped him to finish it after he gave me some...then after we drank, ate and talked a bit at a nearby place....then we took the mrt (i snuck in since we both had a lack of $$) then we went to admiralty....i was supposed to go home but he asked me to play bball so i went along...went to his house for a while, drank a bit and then he changed then we went off to zhenwu court....it was packed so we went to the blk near chanilporn's house....there was a soccer matcn there so we couldn't shoot as much as we wanted tho we treated each other with utmost courtesy...weird but then we went back to zhenwu court since there wasn't much to do...but when we went there 3 grps of ppl...one team called fei yung, a group of gals who i think are from shadow team tho i cant be totally sure..and another group that r frens but jus hanging out....they all had full court matches for about a LONG time....after one match ended another team would replace the losing team, kept going on for about 5-6 matches....man don't they get tired? neway during that time me and cedric shot some hoops...he's improved tremendously...from last time a wekaer shot to now....accurate most of the time...scary how fast he improved...mine's still ok and improved a little from sis sher's b-day....then after the 6th match ended another team wanted to play (the hanging around group) and since they had a lack of players, who else but to pick 2 ppl they didn't know at all since we were the remaining 2 free ppl left...so we had our match....this time the shadow team let some guys play and only one gal was left.... (man she was pretty....reminds me of denise...better looking tho, kk watver lol...) i got in 2 shots for this game and cedric one, the other teammates finished it, tho i took the last shot....neway i accidentally hurt the gal by whacking her arm when i was trying to get the ball from the guy beside her....sorry gal...neway we won that match and then faced the next team....we won them also, i took 3 and cedric took 2 shots also...went in....tho i missed one shot after it was almost the end...then we faced another team, the fei yung guys....we should've won...except we exceeded our points (it was a 21 pts game) so we ended up losing....after me and cedric drank a bit and then i took a 911 back to checkpoint...but man that game was nice...playing with pro's and stuff...also my stamina has improved...y? cuz of the flyers job, running here and there, my legs ached thru out the whole bball match and going home..good grief but my legs didn't hurt also and i wasnt as tired so it means that i have greater stamina now ya!!! or maybe its cuz my legs were already numb and pain wasn't really cutting in...neway then next day discipleship, after it finished i ate a bit and then went off home cuz i promised adrian to come over....the rest were going to NUH to see eric, he's hospitalized cuz of his appendix....pray he's alrite, God will look after him, no doubt about that...and jessica was hoping to finish off her stack of flyers (4000 left) so she got some ppl to work for her...$10 for 1000....thats better than my offer....then again...my legs still hurt that morning so i didn't bother to help...sorry girl, ur prob then went to adrians place....played cards, read a book...watched a movie, "face" adrian tried to scare me with it and since some freaky nightmare i had 9 days ago, i've been scared of everything, i can barely take a shower without seeing that face in the dream....damn scary yet i can't remember wat happened...i jus know i died in the end....killed and dropped off someplace high cuz i woke up by hitting the bed like i'd dropped....i don't remember wats happened and stuff yet i knew that that face was haunting me...so stupid adrian forced me to watch the movie and see all the scary parts....great....but at least i faced the ghost in the movie....but i still can't forget that nightmare!! its haunting me....the movie face was a bit different...instead of the ghost killing ppl, its actually trying to save other ppl by haunting this guy to find out wat happened...he gets visions and memories of true events which scare like hell so find the truth.....but in the end, a pretty gal dies and the ghost saves the guy from the murderer who caused all the deaths..including the ghost...sorry if i ruined the surprise but hey, its not like it makes much sense...jus watch it and u'll get wat i mean, not too scary tho overall...i slept over then the next day he woke me up by kicking me and hitting me....u see how hard it is to wake me up? i ate then did the same thing as yesterday....but playing deck more often this time....ok then his dad brought us to eat, bil was RM53+...more than he and his aunties and parents combined when they came last time....scary how i eat huh? after that did the same thing and watched a bit of old skool, LOL funny movie....then went home after...something happend during the flyers stuff on wednesday but i'm not gonna tell u wat....man....can't tell....lol...

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

today i woke up early to work....neway went to clementi and did a lot of giving out flyers....tiring man....took so many drinks and to make it worse, it rained....fine ok watver no need to go into details....i finished all the blks around 8....the last few were SCARY....it was nite and for some reason there was no lite in those units...kinda freaky and i was all alone there....it was the end of a road or something like that....neway took an mrt to cwp and at mac...bic mac meal as usual....plus they gave me a free apple pie...i'm not complaining hehe....then went home and talked to cedric about tml working...still have to work dammit...can't get decent sleep for a long time...neway i only have 1000+ flyers left from the 3000+ today...so after i deliver them i'm done!...thing is i work a bit slow cuz i'm not too used to it....oh well...jus keep it and i'll get my pay soon....came home around 11:30 and drank the whole container of water..and my nose started bleeding after a while....y? cuz i worked very hard 2day...not to mention the heat was getting to me....my black shirt is greyish white cuz of the salt streaks from the sweat....*sigh*....i knew something felt weird when i was delivering the flyers....ok neway i'm gonna download songs cuz i'm bored...still need to wake up early tml....great....ok nitez

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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

sat was svc...a good message about attitude and such...after me, ryan, edwin, eric and cedric were fellowshipping a while and we laffed at a lot of jokes and eventually the most funy part came...me speaking chinese....ok fine so they taught me a bunch of kindergarten poems and a lot of funny poems ryan made up....can't really type it since chinese and eng...well u know...neway we all laffed until we could've burst already HAHAH..then there was also a case of jobs...distributing flyers...there was a lot of problems and i was laffing ata lot of the cellgroup mems are doing it and i got "hired" by cedric....$20 for every 3000 flyers....not bad...well at least i have a job....neway the next day it was sis sher's b-day! 1st there was supposed to be telematch games between e168 anmd n265 but since only 3 ppl came from n265 (me, jace and zoe) we decided to split a bit....so me and zoe met up with jiajia, kaiyin, mathias and chun yang when they came...talked a bit of funny stuff and then jace came and the wrs gals shortly after...then weixiong came and we all took a bus to sis sher's plce....check around and listened to the gals message to sis sher via a fake radio show recorded on cassette....they were all embarassed but i was laffing the whole way...hehehe after we headed to the bball court for the captain bal match....we didn't finish but took a break..then we played monkey in the middle...after a while i was in after willingly leting peijing take the ball...ok but i got back later....hehe then we played some basketball matches...nice...i did very well and when n211 came, it was a 5 on 5 half court match since the other side was being used...forgot the team consisted of who but i remmeber my team won barely and i took the last shot! ok after that less ppl played and my team won again....and after that we had another match and my team won again....and again....and more....my particular fave was the 2nd last match....i was on fire, scored a lot and many of them looked nice! escpecially the 1st point...running fade away shot....and many more chop shots after that....the gals played captain ball when the guys finished a bball match and vice versa....eventually we entered sis sher's place sweaty and smelly....i thin we all played for 4 hrs....guys more tired no doubt...when we arrived we started feasting on the huge buffet set up for us....mid way eating all the leaders came, greeted the ones i knew and talked to bro tony for a while about my past and stuff...he said i looked fit...do i? neway me, willie, xinda, weixiong, mathias, chunyang and almost all the bro's sat on one side while the sisters sat on the other....we moved off for the leaders to sit and then talked with the gals for a while...then after a lot more drinks we all went inside sis sher's house to cut the cake and sing happy b-day....after she said some words the cake was served...i was forced to help finish the cake (well u know how much i can eat) ...then we all talked a while and stuff....after a small chat and photo taking most of the students went off already...i took a bus home with charlotte, sze hui, cedric, jace and zoe....got home around 11:30....*yawnz*....then 2day i woke up earlyso work on the flyers....met cedric at tanjong pagar and waited for his fren....went to kim's office and then took the flyers...distributed at clementi...we split up into different areas and then headed our way...man the place i took is confusing....in the 1st area most buildings don't have a decent blk # sign....and i could be walking to another blk with jus one wrong step....not to mention lousy locals who dont even help u when u ask directions...the 2nd part was easier but man....going to 160 units isn't easy plus u know how s'pore's old buildings are....only 3 floors the elevator's go to and the rest are all separated into halves....so i gotta go up up up...go down down down....and do that again twice...with more effort and the floors that support the lift since they stretch across the whole building...didn't manage to finish....12/17....so i got extra work tml..going early so i can finish up and do the other ones earlier....meeting up with cedric some time tml...and hopefully i can finish up all the flyers....*sigh* tiring but i need cash cuz u know i'm a spendthrift....at least i save $$ now....neway i need sleep for tml....and a decent breakfast.....ok ok...nitez

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Saturday, November 6, 2004

today i went to cwp early....saw serene and yue rong eating at long john's silver....xiao jun, kaiwei and that group went there around after nnon (for ur info...and vincent's info....)...saw hongyi and lakdeep.... bored so i went to the arcade and guess who i saw? debbie, fiona and evangline....playing para para watever....then serene and yue rong were watching outside cuz of skool uni....i was laffing while they danced.....some kinda cute lol, debbie asked about the pizza hut ttreat and when i told her it was after 1pm....she told me to go and die....lol....she was seriously expecting a treat until she found out when i was treating..they left around 11, said byes and watever...neway after waiting and hr and a 1/2, i walked around cwp....then saw zameer, wilson and weiyu....nicholas came shortly after and seong voon came....we walked inside and then watched ppl play, ronald and koh wee came during then...then me and seongvoon had our competition then....1st was the sniper game....he beat me by a few points....and i was one boss away from where he died....fine....then we played time crisis 2....i lost since for some reason they kept shooting and there was something wrong with my gun....if u don't believe me go ask gason, he's a witness...then we played this shooting game...i won...then we played time crisis 3....lost to luck.... then we finished it off by playing marvel vs capcom....i trashed everyone who went there....including the audience, u know, koh wee, roanld and them all....i got the highest # of wins.....6!, it should've been 9 tho.....neway closest to defeating me was koh wee ...he did win me bt thanx to using cheapskate ppl....and cheapskate moves...luckily i finished him off after a rematch....followed by nicholas who won me with a millimetre's worth of life....and seong voon....cheapskate combo and he didn't know wat he was doing....neway after that i continued to trash everyone again until my score was 6 wins...*sigh*....after that i saw gwean, michelle and that group...then saw dinah, stella and their fren when we were on our way to pizza hut...so i treated everyone there to a set meal, u know y, its cuz for 2 tests i bet that i'd fail but instead i got highest in history and passed my chinese...so i told everyone, if u wanna come, ur problem, if not, also ur problem...so inside me, koh wee, seong voon, ronald, wilson, wei yu, nicholas and joel talked, drank, ate and served each other the food and watver...had a good time joking around and stuff....then came the scary part...*horror music*...one of us had to take a spoonful of a terrible concoction consisting of tomato sauce, with tartar sauce, parmesan cheese, chilli, pepsi, meat loaf, onions, vegetables and parsley...all sickeningly mixed by me..then we played this game involving numbers and hands..and fists...i was newest to the game and lost to eevryone i faced, koh wee bea wilson, joel beat weiyu, weiyu won wilson, i lost to nicholas, ronald lost to seong voon, i BARELY lost to ronald thanx to some anxiety and at last *more horror music*...it was me vs wilson...i LOST, after almost winning....so they scooped up for me and i slowly took my time to get ready to eat wat i hadbeen happily preparing earlier on....i stuck the whole thing in my mouth and then drank down a whole cup of pepsi along with it.....man i felt weird after tat...oh brother....then after i paid.....thing was, i didn't know pizza hut meals cost SO MUCH....ok fine maybe pretty gals serving us the whole time added to the bill but HEY wats up with $10 tax?? and 2 extra bowls of soup cost so much.....so everyone agreed to sponsor $2 cuz i miscalculated how much i should've brought....it wasn't enuff and kohwee paid the remaining $4...*sigh* my whole allowance of 2004 gone jus like that....rite watever....after i met up with my sis, jon, jace, charlotte and lesley to go to the cellgroup meeting..we took some pics (me and andy unwilling)...at the coffeeshop while waiting for the others....then we went to sis sher's place where we prayed for a while, played a belt game, praise and worship, sermon and then final msgs to shixiong who would be changing cellgroup....for some reason i was chosen to give one of the final msgs....along with charlotte, sylvia and sze hui..i had no idea and didn't see it coming...neway i said some stuff, we finished praying at the end and then took the bus with sylvia, jace, lesley and sis to boon lay mrt...took a home...i wont go into details about that.... arrived home around 1am.....

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Thursday, November 4, 2004

today i was too sick and in pain to go to skool, so i stayed at home...slept for most of the day, played games a bit...warcraft and so forth....chatted at nite and tml i'm gonna challenge seong voon in an arcade match, we're playing 5 games...best person wins....neway afer that i still have to treat everyone who's coming pizza..*sigh* that stupid bet i made....oh well....my head still hurts and i'm not sure if panadol can help....

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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

today was remedial again....1st physics...in which i was scolded a lot again even tho i clearly did my work...but i've been having painful headaches that come every so minutes but during the lesson it came every so seconds... so during chem i went to the sick bay...everyone was trying to escape it and they thot i did also...ya rite..they don't know wats genuine pain...newya stayed there for an hr and 1/2....but it still hurt...then went to play magic wth them after they finished....wona a few ppl, saw a lot of private candidates for the o levels and took the skool bus back home soon after...

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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

sat and sun were svc and cg....both very powerful msgs...then mon was the stupid remedials....chem and physics...both boring and both better than sleeping pills...*yawnz*...then tuesday with chi. included....free sleep period with a pretty teacher...lol we all skipped chem and me, ronald and kohwee went to khatib, i bought myself a phyrexian delver...plus some common cards....played against some sissy boy....and i lost twice...but ronald and kohwee saw him cheating the whole way, the guy even tried to cheat in front of me...sheesh how low can a guy get? espcially when i was playing fair when i could have cheated the whole time...nvm at least i lost with dignity, not winning without ne pride....neway after that had some fries to wait off the rain..after we all went home....i had rtouble taking a taxi...and i have a major headache....*ohhh*

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