Lamentations

Monday, February 28, 2005

sorry i haven't updated for so long...ben lazy...neway during chinese new year i went to kluang and kl, went to some gatherings and played the ps2 my cousin's frens and relatives and all that ppl brought a long...then at kl jus used the net a whole lot....neway at skool its jus been sleeping and playing bball almost everyday...improved on my shooting, and layup...tho dribbling still a bit shaky...neway not much, the issue with seongvoon and chiawei was settled...and well, "someone" is thinking...hehe...well i jus blogged for the sake of it...i'll be adding new yrs eve later..too sleepy..lol...nitez everyone

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

its valentine's day today.....soo wen u know i like u so i'll make it public...i gave her a present thru angelyn since i couldnt find her...bought her a ring with her name engraved on it she liked but she jus duno's everything..oh well...my fault....i din mean to like her, it wasnt my choice, i jus...well u know same thing as u had for hanling and marcus...i know u'll never like me but i'll jus wait...keep waiting for ur rejection and "dunno" to prevent urself from answring all my questions, i jus dunno y u can never answer things and jus face reality for once, jus say nething u want...dun always hold it back, cuz since u've hurt me so much already, go ahead and hurt me more...after all i have no heart already, and u dun consider me human...not to mention u dun trust me, u dun have ne remorse, and u will NEVER give me a chance for nething at all, i cant even acc u home... so netime u wanna shout, scream at me...netime u wanna hit someone, bash me up..and if u wanna hate neone, redirect all that to me...u say u dun hate me but it seems like u do and the way u treat me is enuff to prove it...so go ahead, make my day, hate me more and go ignore me..its wat u do best...i still love u...

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

well, i'll get the story of the b!tch later...when i have time...jus too lazy...ok ok neway its chinese new year! year of the rooster for those obnoxious ppl who dunno... ok neway on tues the relatives came over for the reunion dinner, as usual i didn't talk much but spoke to tzeguang a bit on my skool stuff and bball..kool..didn't do much, mostly drinking various drinks and watching as ppl talked...then peiyi kept using the com when i wanted to...lol..nvm..then today took pics of the entire family and subsequent pics then we received the hongbaos and stuff...talked a bit with a few rellatives and some ppl who came over..but i mainly used the net and talked with peiyi again...and she seemed to annoy seongvoon cuz she kept me from using the net for about 2 and 1/2 hrs...then we had dinner and stuff...penny's cute dog is cute..lol..always sniffing ppls legs..she listens to commands too...stand, stay, sit, shake hand (everything seems to start with "s") and that stuff...cute...neway after dinner i hung around for a while but most of the relatives were leaving by then so i went to use the com...chatted with a few ppl playing games or doing the same as me, doing sth else while the relatives stayed outside...ok ok so i seem anti social but i did talk a bit, jus not much since it wasn't really easy to talk with little to talk about...neway i slept a lot since i slept late last nite with the celebrations and woke up quite early for the family gathering..slept until 1am when i woke up and decided to use the net and eat (main motive for waking up) so i used the net, said happy cny to most ppl and got some food (instant noodles)plus tried some beer..didn't think that 5% was so strong...carlsberg....crap man... yet i loved wine cooler...much more alcohol content than ne beer...weird..neway using net till now...think i need sleep...plus tml the 2nd day of cny...so nitez everyone and happy cny

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