Lamentations

Thursday, April 28, 2005

*sigh*...so weird...neway, monday was a pizza treat from jeremy..lol...so bloody small and man, we were very cheesy that day...lol...kept putting extra cheese on our pathetic pizza..then had my math tuition after that at home...then tues got stupid chem remedial...so damn sleepy but still had to stay awake cuz it was mrs tan.. oh brother... then after that leetong went missing so i went off to cwp...ate a bit....walked around over 10 times to waste time, and saw a lot of ppl...chiasheng, darren sao aka banana (juliana), and many more but i forgot...lol...neway then took the skool bus home and went off...then stupid aircon broke down at 2am....woke me up cuz of the bloody heat...so i went to the empty room beside me and slept again with decent aircon...lol..then today was our 1st mid yr paper, eng paper 1...the 1st part was 5 diff questions, choose one, as usual, i chose question 5, "courage"....seems like everyone chose question 5 and a few chose 1...mine was about this quiet guy who has a secret passion of bball gets bullied until his skill and standing up of the bullies earns him their respect...then part 2 was write a news report about the tsunami incident in sri lanka...i did everything correctly...jus forgot the main thing.....THE BLOODY TITLE.........WTF...........................the most obvious part and i left it out....crap..sure to lose marks like that...oh well...then me and ronald went to clb room for the exam...saw "her" there in 3m1 playing and talking...did the 2 part exam with the rest of the clb ppl, a lot more fun there too..lol then me and jeremy went back to m'sia...to that someone i helped out jus now... hope u and him last a long time..treat him better ya? blessed...nites everyone

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

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Monday, April 25, 2005

on thurs was the remaining napfa items...1st was sit up....i partered up with guofang and we did the same thing we have done for the past 4 yrs, cheat..lol... 1st was him doing it, and mid way he got a cramp..LOL...oh well too bad...he got 50 in the end but i put his score was 59 (make it sound more believable, lol)...thenit was my turn....got a small cramp but i did 53, but guofang put my score as 58....(bloody hell)...nvm, neway next was sit and reach, i did pathetic..only 30+...then next was shuttle run...me vs nicholas...both of us kept tripping tho i tripped everytime.. but i got a crap score of 11 sec+...then after vincent had no partner so i partnered him...i was wondering how to prevent the same results but din have much time to think as we both ran...this time i did it good, 9.9....at least a better improvement, tho me and vincent both tripped at the 2nd round....(again...lol)...then was the dreaded pull up...usually i can only do 1-2 properly tho this time, nicholas was beside me again and we both did 4...i'm surprised...hehe, tho there were some crazy ppl doing 10, 13, 15...highest i saw (saw only, not really happend) was 17....nuts....either they're strong or damn light...lol (like ronald)...guofang did 7 (he could do more, but he din feel too good) and xavier did around the same if i'm not wrong...the rest did 1-3 tho weiyu sadly did 0..lol...he jumped too high and ended up bumping the whole thing and it kinda freaked him so he wasnt prepared and din get a good hold, but neway he almost did it tho he fell jus as he almost had his chin up..oh well...next was our final one.. standing broad jump....many barely passed tho me, guofang and xavier were the top 3...i did 220 (i tried again and got 230!!! but din record since done already...(T.T)..) then guofang did 230, xavier forgot but did well...thats wat i rmb..lol...after that the whole bunch of remaining students cleaned up and put back everythng...then the entire msl ks gang all went to eat, then we all went home....then fri not much...me and nicholas went out to do nth...lol...he needed a haircut while i bought some death bracelet (also known as kuku by *coughkarencough*)...oh brother...neway also bought a chain since i din want the plastic part for my necklace....hmm...then after nicholas got his haircut at the 10 mins thing both of us went home...i saw marvin there, plus this gal i've seen a lot tho dunno who....going back to m'sia too..then sat was svc, msg by pst tan, abuot seedtime and harvest...very good and powerful sermon...after jus fellowshipping...we planned to watch a movie tho we din...but b4 that decision it was the celebration of zhengxuan's bday by peiling...1st she gave him the "legend and history" of E145, this horse (the background is long winded....dun wanna type...lol) was given to him plus a pic of him when he 1st came to church, looked like bro tony...lol, that time he din have the layered hair and not dyed too...neway then we celebrated peiling's belated bday, she got a very nice designer poster with some pics and stuff...kool... after a while i signed up for the extreme sports officially...whew, hope i can make it..involves swimming, running, physical activities..lol...there was a team one but after getting everyone's opinion, i chose the single one, cuz the team one is a random partnering....not sure if i'll get someone who can help me well, or drag me down too...also dun wanna drag someone down if he's WAY better than me...neway after that i talked with edwin about a hell lot of topics...lol, next week's my turn to give the life story...went to jon's place cuz it was late and prayer meeting there tml..used the net till 4am, all of e145 were talking in msn, a lot of stuff...lol, but after a while everyone left....karen kept putting up pig's and dancing cows..lol (coughkarencough likes pigs a lot...lol)...took a shower then went to sleep...next day i slept thru while everyone was awake and getting ready for the prayer meeting, but after a whle i got up and got ready and waited by going online and stuff....then we had the 1 1/2 hr of praying, then we had our nachos and spagetti! woo~~ lol... all of us ate a lot and stuff, hehe, kept talking, using the com, a lot of stuff....after everything, all of us were inside jon's room jus doing some stuff... around 7, me, liwei and my sis left....went back home....ok, nitez ppl...and jus for remembrance, i had a major arguement on fri nite on irc....and i dun hate either of u, but really, QTC, u really did POH a favor...i'm serious about that, there'll be no part of me in her life from now on...i'm not kidding, u did sth good, even tho i din like it, but u still did good...nitez everyone

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

still depressed...jus pasting some song lyrics thats on my mind now...

"All I Have To Give"

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles

I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give

When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?

Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please
I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give

To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love I have inside...
I love you
And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give (3x)

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you

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wat i'm feeling now....obsessed with lyrics for the past 5 hrs..

Backtreet Boys - Don't Want To Lose You Now

Oh...I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you (Baby)
Girl, if I only knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slippin' away
It just keeps getting closer
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I Wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

Don't wanna lose you now
I never thought that I would lose my mind

That I could control this, yes
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, oh...
Don't want to lose to loneliness
Girl, I know we can win
Don't want to lose to emptiness (Oh no)
Never again
Don't want to lose to loneliness (Don't wanna lose younow, No way)

Baby, I know we can win this
Don't want to lose to emptiness (Don't wanna lose you now)
No, no or ever again

Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again

Don't wanna lose you now

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argh....bloody leg injury....leg cramp......Y??????? nvm...ystday was a bad day...a lot of problems and during recess i hit jeremy cuz of some reason i'm not telling (tho for some ppl, u can see y if u lined up for food) and he was holding his bowl of noodles...it fell and landed on the floor....slowly the whole skool turned our way and started doing that "HOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRr" thing..then that bloody zhiwen said "hor hor! howe bully small baby"...lol and man, too mny familiar faces were looking at the place of incident...oh brother....that hasnt happend since sec 2... good grief....then after that was our eng oral, not bad, mosbergen was testing for me and group..the 2nd half of the class...neway b4 that me, xavier, weiyu and joel played daidee, crazy 8, and bluff or cheat...xavier was the champ for most of the rounds tho i was 1st a few times...others kept losing like hell...lol...damn nice game..neway then the oral exam was not bad...quite good i'd say...lol...i'm the few one who made mosbergen laff...hehe, i think...cuz everyone else said she looked strict...nah, she's so pretty..lol...neway...after that went off back home...back to monday, (ya i know...confusing writing...spare me) it was 2.4 run for napfa...damn shitty...from 10 mins plus to 13 mins plus...oh brother...after skool went to play at 883 with joel...wc3, cs...i won dota (6.05 came out finally!) tho lost to insane computer...and back to tuesday.. went to library to do hw after that (miracle, i know)..stayed there till 9 then went off...saw one familiar person....then went off....today din go skool cuz i got leg injury as i've said and a 2nd more acceptable reason...i overslept...lol..okok, nitez everyone...and POH...read the msg....it'll clear things up...

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Monday, April 18, 2005

on fri it was sports day...hmm...in skool there were only 4 periods..chinese (my sleep class) and physics, where some water was splashed around bby nicholas and wilson...neway we WERE supposed to be released but we had to do chem practical instead...so fine we got stuck doing the stuff..i was a bit late since i was held up...neway did quite well but my final ans were both 1/2 rite...1st was zinc carbonate....i only wrote carbonate....2nd was zinc sulphate....i only wrote sulphate....(T.T), neway went to eat with adrian, guofang and koonphi....then went to gf house till sports day meeting time...took a bus since it was raining then separated...not much....weather was weird....hot then warm, burning, then hot then warm....oh brother...after attendance taking we went to our places...man it sucked...well, the score that is, not the event....the runing and stuff weren't bad, and a lot of cheers (go debbie! lol)...cuz regulus went from 3rd to last (again...for the 4th yr in a row)....now every house has ben 1st at least once except regulus....who's been the big loser for 4 yrs...aquila 1st this year, then arcturus, and surprisingly, polaris a very distant 3rd, and well, as i've mentioned again and again, regulus last...oh brother, neway after that rushed off to cg at ben's place in bukit timah area...he's got a damn CUTE DOG...lol... very cute, name's sparky, tho i provoked it by calling its name (wth)... weird...but still so damn CUTE...neway cg was powerful...then next day was svc....since i had to leave home early, i arrived in cwp early and did some game playing at the arcade...the time crisis 3 gun is spoiled!! bloody hell, wasted my money on it....then my marvel vs capcom skill has dropped....i cant even fight apocalypse...uh, that was the name rite? see, i cant even rmb..neway xinyi, shuling and another fren of hers who i dunno the name...after that took a 178 to boon lay...while eating a bk meal and smsing some ppl...then church was a day full of blessings...lol...1st the sermon was great and seems like praise, worship and impact of everything has risen to a higher level...then for dinner i blessed everyon....so about $30 gone in one shot....then charlotte blessed everyone drinks...bubble tea.. then after that chatting and stuff...but i got one msg from sebas, important news and stuff...called to find out....neway to POH..i haven't cried in 2 yrs...ur the 1st one to make me cry after so long...i dun hate u and i never will....its hard to see things so different between us now....so diff from last time....it hurts a lot now....i cant believe i cried over u...over wat i found out...disappointment.. ya i'm disappointed....and u know y....u mentioned it urself....over wat u typed urself... i'm way sad about that....so make sure u take heed...sorry.... u made me do wat i havent done in 2 yrs....and its more than tears for u...

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Friday, April 15, 2005

well, its been a few days...oh brother...neway kinda forgot wat happend a bit b4 but ystday i went to 883 with legion to play lan...then after that go to the library to do my hw....weird huh? me doing hw, and serious about it too....guai already....hmm...then went home and did more hw....its getting more weird...then today dunno wat stuff happend in class since i slept thru every single lesson...i havent slept in 2 days straight....man, it hurts... neway after assembly ate a bit and went off to clb with ronald and jeremy, it was held in 4m3 and we had to do letter writing...about telling ur fren to stop the relationship he's having....oh brother...some topic...then we went to staff room 2 halfway since the y needed to cose 4m3...then jeremy guided me on wat i should write...we kept talking a lot and stuff...lol, about a lot of differnt topics...then ronald left early and it was me slowly finshing up that letter...after finishing mr lim told me to stay back to help him check the arcturus stuff (good grief) and surrounding me were all the arcturus ppl, liqing, mr lim, mrs chan, jeremy...lol...i did but when he turned his back we snuck off...lol...walked to marsiling mrt to take 950 and saw met durwin, waiting for bus also....he moved to bukit panjang already....neway going back to m'sia, i used the net till now..where i received a much anticipated ans....POH...its ur choice and ur own thots....i wun change them and this isn't to make u feel guilty, bt u've done so much to make me happy and so much to hurt me...the hurting ones permanent acts...u've hurt me a lot....i dun see y i had to wait so long to get hurt... take the advice i gave u...and its not easy to do wat u wanted, u think that stuff can pass up so easily? no way....u were special, and i liked u for that... my fire's dead, i cant feel nemore, am i heartbroken? or is my heart actually gone?

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Monday, April 11, 2005

on thurs went out with ryan, sebastian, chow chuan, chanilporn and uh...thats it...neway all of us went to eat 1st then some of them bought clothes for the chalet for chanil's party...since i'm not going i din need to...lol...went around a lot of places to buy things and see things...lol...hell lot of jokes too..like the pig that everyone wanna buy for chow chuan...LOL...saw grace at gift a name..with some other ppl, they jus finished playing pool...hmm...neway after that i went to play bball with cedric and brenda at 609, cedric's fren was there and kianhong came (2 hrs later) too...played a bunch of matches and stuff, won most, tho lost some in several surprising matches..neway very tiring and after a few hrs, we took a break....brenda had to leave early and lead ced's fren out of the place 1st...then me, kian and ced went to eat at chong pang...then fri nth much...played a bit of soccer with adrian and gang at the bball court...since i was damn tired, i went home early and slept...all the way to 2am where sebas talked with me about tml's events...then on sat it was svc...on since i usually took public bus there, on the way i heard that ryan and sebas werent going....lol..y? cuz 1st, they were suppose to have a chalet at east coast....but since no one booked, it was cancelled..then came the idea of a bbq...but since no one booked the grill, canceled also..then going to wild wild wet was suggested and eating after...but since it was quite exp, no one wanted....so they said watch a movie and eat seoul garden...same reason..price..lol....so in the end, nth on...lol....neway he asked whether wanna do sth after....i said ok, but after svc...then svc was rev art sepavulda....a pst from usa..very funny and powerful pst...talked about the greatness of the ppl and the great power we had...after that i went straight off u to go to toa payoh..since 157 went pass sebas' hse, we met up on the bus and took it to toa payoh...there we took 31 to marine parade...and since we overshot, we got off and started walking....eventually we took a cab to bring us there since we couldn't find the place...neway there 1st thing was find a bike shop that would let us rent overnite...we found that sold $6 or $10 bikes, me and ryan took the $6 whie sebas' took the $10...the $10 one got wat spring thing? so that u can jump, wheely around and stuff wihtout hurting ur arse..and we started cycling everywhere, finishing the entire cyclng track 1st...then ate some instant noodles.. cycled more and then took a break at the jetty, very nice place, tho kinda crowded...many pubs and shops stil rocking some songs nearby...talk talk talk and stuff and then we cycled more....taking a break and eating instant noodles again, then cycled and checked out some places and talked about ghosts and stuff while cycling...around 5 we went to this big open area and talked about stuff...saw the constellation scorpio there..hmm...looks nice....went to sleep for a while...good for us, no one stole our bikes (and more importantly, my new bible) and or bags and stuff..woke up around 5:45 to find 3 mosquito bites on me (HUGE and damn itchy ones at that)...and all on my right arm....grr...looked around and saw those early bird ppl getting their morning exercise and saw the the scorpio constellation had moved...nice...lol...neway i cycled around to get myself awake and stuff and ryan did the same... went back and they were sitting down so i decided to go to the jetty myself to see the sunrise..went there and saw it was much less crowded than the stop we made b4...after a while of waiting and seeing ppl fish, the horizon had rainbow colours and stuff....very nice and peaceful...and around 7:15 the sun started to rise up...quite interesting....and beautiful then thats when sebas, ryan and i went off to finish our cycling rounds and then we gave back the bikes...man, our arses ached and we noticed that we were very slow...lol...neway after a last instant noodle cup...we went off to find our way out...and guess wat? lost AGAIN...lol...so we made a promise...never to come back unless a chalet was booked with beds inside and someone who knew the place well was with us...lol...we found an underpass after looking around for a while and then we took the bus back to toa payoh..me and ryan then took the mrt back to admiralty...i took a bus to khatib and guess who i saw? haziq...neway at jon's place i was sooooo sleepy i slept on the wall straightaway....ppl were struggling to get me up and stuff...lol...since i looked half dead...neway 1st was the prayer meeting..after praying for the different cg's, leaders and stuff, we played games...where it was passing on some kinda action to let other ppl guess it...lol...neway then came cg...about the impact of the Word of God...very strong msg...after that we ate come chicken, ate this and ate that and ceaned up and stuff...then we went off to khatib central to eat...ah bao aka william blessed me a lot!! thanx bro, neway to went to woodlands library to read the bible and stuff...then after a while, karen came from church....after more reading a stuff, plus talking about this and that, we left....me and my sis took 950 back to m'sia....very tired but ate and used net till now...nitez ppl...

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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

damn sick today...din go skool...stomache hurting...headache, coughing like mad...eurgh....sic sick sick sick....aaaaahhhh....cant take it...nvm...nth much today...jus sick....(T.T)...never been sick so many times within a yr b4....hmm crap oh well....later

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talk about relationship probs..here's one good example...great song...great band (tho hated by countless)...interesting lyrics...check it out...

SLIPKNOT - VERMILION

She seems dressed in all the rings... of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious, she continues to see
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home... forever

OHHHH (she's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more, the solemn hypnotic
My dahlia, bathed in possession, she is home to me
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her, it's worse
But the stress is astounding, it's now or never
She's coming home... forever

OHHHH (she's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what got my attention
Fixed and crazy... aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME!!! X4

I'm a slave and I am the master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist through my need to self-oblige
She is something in me that I despise

I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME!!! X8

She isn't real
I cant make her real
She isn't real x2
I cant make her real...

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Monday, April 4, 2005

hmm..on sat was svc, then after svc we went to eat at the usual coffeeshop...then after going back to church, we got some announcements...like cuz since bro gabriel is under much stress from so much stuff, he's decided to disband n265 and put the rest of us into e145...our so called merger, but ryan and cedric are going back to e168..hmm....after that me, kianhong, jon, kok weng, charlotte and zoe went to watch the eye 10...i've heard so many things about it and wanted to check it out myself...so with the rest, we took an mrt to sembawang sun plaza and bought tickets...since charlotte and kianhong needed to get keys, we waited and missed about 1st 5 mins...nvm we took our seats and watched...its about this guy who finds a book about 10 ways to see a ghost and being curious, he and his frens try some methods but things go wrong and a turn of events happen...well obviously it involves ghosts and its quite freaky...but its also SO DAMN FUNNY!! lol...among the freakiness, the humour was so dramatic..lol...the humour took all the fear and stuff away...nonetheless, i still love the movie... a new fave of mine, very nice....feel like watching it again...lol...very nice movie....hmm..then after that since it was late, we walked kianhong back...saw a bball court and some stuff...intersting place....then me, jon and sis took a cab back to jon's place to stay over...used the net until about 4:30....talking with sebastian and ryan online about tml...thinking of wat to do....1st was pool but i'm still 32 days underage...grr...so fine we think about it tml, meeting after cg...so fine then i sleep...i wake up in the morn at around 8:30...very lethargic...but i took a shower and ate and changed b4 going out...then after tat went to admiralty...bought some food to keep me awake since i was so damn tired from chatting last nite...uh, this morning...neway then i went to auntie wendy's place......arranged the chairs and furniture since me, charlotte and zoe were the only ones there...then washed cups, prepare water, got everything ready and then ate and waited for everyone else....finished eating and then charlotte got the forfeit ready for the games....as-salty-as-sea-water coke...scary....(T.T)...the game was the acting out of a scene that they show to u...unfortunately, my group got all the difficult things while the other group had easy scenes....hmm, not fair...lol...then we lost and we had to drink it, i quickly vonlunteered to drink 1st since i've had some experience in salty water, i took about a milli sec sip then passed it on, saying "ok done"...lol, nice huh? everyone who drank a gulp or so looked like they were suffering or sth..lol..after that was cg, then after that i had to rush off to meet sebas and ryan...so i went to cwp after staying for a while...said bye's and then went off...met them in mac...we walked out and took a bus to sebas' home...all the way in bukit timah...during the bus ride, sebas wanted pics of us being taken in groups, so we did, me+ryan, ryan+sebas, me+sebas...but there were a lot of mess up pics since the bus was shaky and the angle wasn't good...lol...so much laffter inside...one pic ryan looked like an alien...and another me and ryan looked like we were going to gang fight or sth...lol..bt finally after a while we got 3 good pics of ourselves...hmm...but guess wat? after arriving in sebas' home, he tried to take a look at the pics and ended up deleting the one of me+sebas...lol...he said that was a good pic and kept shouting about the stupid camera...LOL....neway then we watched the movie harold and kumar on his laptop...man he's sacrifice everything for good computer software...tel u about that later... lol...whoa..movie damn funny....abit stupid but nice, and full or fark, arse, schit, and plenty more...lol..after we went to play bball...not much, jus shooting around...my shooting is still with me...yes...then after that we went back to check out some pool...since i'm 32 days underage (as i mentioned), there was a chance i mite not go in...so we took a look at the pool place and guess wat? it was the original owner...and he wouldan't let u enter even if ur bday was the next day..talk about 32 days so i couldn't enter...instead i went to the lan shop alone and gues who was there? except for the old uncle...no one! lol...so pity me, i used a net come but it was so boring so i changed to lan com even tho no one was there..i played cs and the bots system was inside so hey i did sth...lol...good...the mouse was terrible so using the awp was extremely difficult till i took the mouse apart and fixed it up a bit...hmm...lol, worked better after that...nice game...hmm..then one person came in also..after a while i managed to join in his game and we played against one another...but after a while he kept getting killed so he restarted round and me and him were CT force...we did well, my frag beating him...lol...then after ryan and sebas finished their pool they came back down...went back to sebas' place to get ryan's bag and sebas' fone...guess wat? sebas forgot that he had an appointment with some frens at orchard..lol...and he was dressed in way too local and casual attire...lol, he kept wonderig whether to go back and change...in the end he din ..lol...then we went to mac to eat, siang's (sebas) treat...lol...after eating he had to rush off to orchard..me and ryan took a bus back to woolands, talked about his pool match against sebas....he won 4-2 in 6 games...not bad..and guess wat? sebas is in snooker club so its kinda bad for him...lol...the 1st 2 matches sebas won easily cuz ryan was nervous playing against a snooker club player but after relaxing and listening to sebas' advice, he beat sebas in the remaining 4 matches...lol....after a while he got a call from debbie, so he talked with her and said a lot of stuff about "her" and then debbie kept shouting to ask about some stuff...lol...neway i slept after a whle cuz i was damn tired...took a 950 home after reaching woodlands...sms someone for a while...nitez ppl

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Saturday, April 2, 2005

on wed nth much....stayed back after skool and talked with leetong about stuff...neway during that time alan asked me to go with him to watch soccer, finding liqing and alvin 1st..so after a while, we watched the match, marsiling vs siglap...somce bloody idiot siglap supporter kept shouting and stuff..very annoying....alan shouted back and said stuff like "not happy come" and all that...lol, a lot of it..neway alan told me the goalie for msl was lousy and man was he ever rite...woo~ the guy is a standstill and doesnt dive until its too late...plus his height is wasted too as he doesnt jump often to save shots..neway during the game siglap was ahead by 2 pts quite early in the game and msl started to panic, tho after madhan scored msl's 1st pt, they were hot again and scored another to tie it up..then siglap scored again and msl din panic, instead, they caught up by 2 pts! so it was 4-3 till the last few mins of the game...one siglap striker tried to score but lost the ball, the msl guy who took it slid and the ball went outta the penalty box where another siglap guy kicked it and got it tied 4-4..hmm there was also a fight, cuz one siglap tripped a msl...then the coaches had to come and stop, along with the team trying to stop them and even the benched guys were coming out...lol...a lot of commotion...it was settled tho..neway in the end, it was 4-4....a bare draw that coulda been a victory for msl had it been for the goalie...neway on thurs my cold was very bad inthe morn so i decided to skip skool for the day...with an ACTUAL reason...then today (friday) i played bball at skool with adrian and gang, chris and gang, and kevin and gang....played alot of matches, won some lost some but since i haven't played in such a long time, my shooting was messed up badly...could only grt a few shots so i mainly passed during the games...made me feel so weak, usually i'm scoring....(T.T) but neway after a few more matches the uniformed groups came and used the whole area so we took a break, everyone doing other things, i talked with leetong about the "problem" and stuff, went out, ate, talked, drank...watever tho when it was time to acc her back, i din...played some more bball after the uniformed groups left...my team won the most exhausting match in a long time and he rest went home, leaving me and ridzwan there shooting..we played 2 1-1 matches, 1st was 21 pts, i won 21-6, 2nd he won me 7-4...woo~ congrats...he was damn happy to beat me after 3 yrs...i was also shocked i lost but hey, nvm loss is a loss...doesnt matter..so congrats to him...lol...after that we ate a bit and drank at the shop beside the skool...then since no one picked up ne call, ther was no bball nor movie today so i went to cwp and played lan the whole time...played till around 11+ then went off..my cs skills improving ya...at s'pore checkpoint met caryn and guiyang, went back to m'sia with caryn, said bye's and stuff....then went home....nitez everyone...

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Friday, April 1, 2005

You're a very depressed, lonely person. Something
happened to you that changed your point of view
on life or maybe you always been this way. You
don't have any friends because you dont see the
point in making them they will just leave
anyway so why bother or maybe you just dont
want them. But try and stay positive there are
people who love you, so dont push them away
they just want to help. You might be scared to
make friends because you think they might hurt
you, but they won't, good friends always stay
together so try and make some.

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